Where Did I Go????

So this will be my first post in a long time, so what happened? Where did I go? Why did I stop posting? 

I stopped posting because I had given up on my program and ultimately on myself. I gained weight and was too embarrassed each week to post my weight as I saw it creeping up. 

How could I possibly let myself get so far off track? I don’t really have a good answer to that. I was tired, feeling stressed, and the long surgery wait list had made me feel a little depressed. 

I am happy to say that I am slowly starting to get back on track. I have slowly started implanting better eating habits AGAIN! I have also started a weekly ladies kickboxing class with Foxy Kickboxing and I love it. I am feeling more positive than I have in a very long time. 

I will be signing my surgery consent in just over 4 weeks and I am hoping to get a surgery date that day. In the meantime I hope to get off at least some of the weight o have put on over the last couple months. 

I will be posting my progress next week even if it’s bad. It feels good to write this blog and I am surprised by how much it helps and how much I have missed it.